"我不喜歡這種感覺"

You can't go on vacation of being famous, I guess.
You chose your job. You are a public figure.
And your job is about fame.
Basically -tadaaaan- your fame makes your money.

I know, you're right. It would be NIIIICE if the fans don't stalk you at home.
This people scares me. And I can't understand them at all.
But you can't prevent that this kind of fans exist, I'm afraid.
"You don't like this feeling".
I don't like waking up at 7 am for working.
So it would be NIIIICE if I can eat and pay my bills without doing this.
But I can't either, I think.

Someone said:

"There was a faith healer from Deale,
Who said, although pain isn't real,
If I sit on a pin and it punctures my skin,
I dislike what I fancy I feel!"

and this is your pin and your pain is actually real.
But that's the game.
And I think you're too smart to believe that all had happen to you came without a price.

THIS is the price.

However, i'm noone to say to you what I think.
I'm an almost 32 years old italian woman.
You, a 27 taiwanese man.
Why I should be so blunt with someone I don't even know?
Like you were one of my close friends or something.

But you aren't.
Neither I am.

(And my english sucks too much for this kind of speech)
(And, moreover, this conversation is completly unbalanced.)

Paola.